I am ENGAGED!!!! it's true It's true!!!


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---pics and story... coming soon!!!!

So let me break it down for ya...

my life has been pretty bland. I dunno, it consists of tons of studying, trying to do some future planning, getting back right with the Big man upstairs, and breaking down the barriers Satan has built up.

I feel like I have been super busy, these past two weekends, well I have been in seminars all weekend, so that makes the week a little more stressful, with alot less sleep... not a good combination.

Well so I made so ground breaking steps, well at least in my mind. I have decided that a barrieR I need to take to get right full with G... to break out of this dryness, is to talk with the whale poop. Oh man, so what did i do, I stepped up and wrote him a message on facebook. I didnt wanna but it seemed like it needed to be done, so this week... scary.... but im prolly gonna meet up with him to have a meeting, and to see where he is at... NOT that I wanna be friends ever again, but i need to have a repentant heart, and I think this may be one of the only ways, time to step up and face it with chad and alison.

So I miss Sarabeth and whole bunches and muh pooshk!

missin that island alot!

love ya

Gerber Daisies... show true love! I think this might top to my new favorite flower. I also love stargazing lillies, hmm... i sit and ponder. No i think gerber daisies take the lead! They are wonderful, and Big! yay!


I am so excited about where our Father is leading TC and I together throughout life. He has taken both our hearts and truly transformed them completely, and now meshing our passions of reaching out together! YAY! This was TC last summer, when he finally committed His life to the Father! Praises :)

I know Im being random today, but well i just got out of another institutionalized time together with believers, and yes it was good, and yes I enjoyed the service, well.... i miss the community!

So this weekend, well I had a seminar all day on friday and all day saturday on "tribal councils" tehe! On how to develop them and lead them. It was interesting, and I learned alot, but its so hard to sit in class for 3 hrs and then have an hr break and sit for another 3 hrs!!! Alison came in there to learn stuff with me, which was cool, and we ended up talkin alot out the island! We miss it so much! Then today I have CPR training for work, I guess that stuff needs to get renewed every yr. this shall be fun! Then since TC is coming in 2 weeks, next week I have another seminar, and I havent touched homework all this weekend, well... its time for me to crack down right after I get out of this CPR stuff!!!

I hope you, Sarabeth, had a wonderful bday!!! I miss you all!! tell everyone I said hey!

LOVE YA!

Happy Birthday Sarabeth!!!!

YAY for 15!!

As Chad would say... "Way to be... way to be in general... completely passive!" haha!

I miss you tons! And I wish you the bestest birthday yet!

LOVE YOU!

the deer, the frog, and the castle.... :)

So Another week of classes has passed by.. I wanna say has flown by, but I dont think thats the case! Im sadly starting to get the hang of tight american schedualling and its just gonna get worse. I had an hour and a half interview the other day at Godons jewlers and I might be getting that job but I have to go back for a second interview. Needless to say Im still coaching gymnastics 8-10 hrs a week, going to classes 16 hrs a week, having homework, being relationship oriented, and now this job will be anywhere from 10-20 more hrs of work. Not sure how exactly im gonna do it, but I need to!



Right now... right now as we speak I am procrastinating! I have found a passion in procrastinating and putting things off, especially school things. Now if there was a class for this subject I would definetly have a 4.0!

So this weekend is my last weekend of freedom... for a while at least, next weekend I have a house "group" seminar on how to develop them... then the weekend after that I have a Preperations seminar for living overseas... yay for weekend classes!!! hahaha





BUT the following weekend after that (Sept. 29- October 3) TC is most likely coming down here... well to check out the college... and also lets not lie, to check me out too!!! haha... that made me giggle! So im super excited about that, I cant wait to see him! I miss him a whole bunch!

So thats the story of my life lately. But I am always keeping the Flowers/ Shooks/ and Meades in my thoughts! I miss my family/ community!

Love you all!

Rascadug!!!

so theres this girl named rascadug, and I basically still write in the blog for her, so she can know whats still going on in my life. And Im sad cuz I dont think she even reads this :(....


I miss her a whole lot!

Shes on this wonderful island and I wish I was there with her too!

Homework blues...

so staying focused on any type of homework...well to put it in kind terms... it blows!!!! oh man... I hate reading all these pages of big words that half the time I dont think that these theologians and scholars even understand themselves. I swear they just write this stuff down on a page, and they think to themselves... its ok, professors will make their kids buy my expensive book, who cares if it makes any sense!... yup thats how it works....

I have a cold today... so thats fun! (wow Danielle is being sarcastic today)

Seriously though...

I miss my Sarabeth tons.

The other Day Chad, Alison (who now is referred to as Miss. Wonderful), and I went out to breakfast together MMMmmm...!!!!

my roommate is back, yay! I love her. And now when I sit in my room (mostly procrastinating) I will have someone to talk to!

So I think that I might be crazy... with my homework load (that I def. dont like to do) and my gymnastics coaching job...

I am trying to pick up another part-time job. I need the money. Right now, after this summer I am so ridiciously broke, my mom cant help out any more, and basically i dont know how this semester is gonna get paid for. I need to start saving up also, for more important things in life ;)

So Im applying at Target, David's Bridal, and Sears so far... and I think I will put in more applications to places like walmart, pennys, acadamy, and so on.

I miss you! love ya